Sunday, June 26, 2011

Verde Valley Guidance Clinic, Lisa Sims, Zach Duran, Francis Gagliardi, and others.


What do the court papers tell us?




“On September 25, 2007, the Arizona State Board of Nursing concluded that [Lisa Frances] Sims had engaged in professional misconduct accepting employment with VVCG [Verde Valley Guidance Clinic] as psychiatric nurse practitioner without the requisite license in that field.  The Board cited Sims for Violating A.R.S.  32-1601 (16)(d), (h), and (j) […] These subsections of ARS 32-1601 describe Sims’ professional misconduct as follows:

(c) Any conduct or practice that is or might be harmful or dangerous to the health of a patient or the public.
(h) Committing an act that deceives, defrauds or harms the public.
(j) Violating a rule that is adopted by the board pursuant to this chapter.

The Board fined Sims $1,000.00 for  her misconduct.  VVGC’s [Verde Valley Guidance Clinic] institutional failures with regard to Jeremy and Sherris didn’t go unnoticed either.  The Arizona Department of Health Services (ADHS) conducted an inspection of VVGC on January 24 and 25, 2007.   


ADHS [Arizona Department of Health Services] issued 12 citations against VVGC for its deficiencies, and threatened to suspend its license. Three of these citations were directly related to VVGC’s role in Sherris’s death.  Chief among these deficiencies was VVGC’s failure to have adequate policies and duties to comply with its duty to warn under A.R.S. 36-517.02.  (See Arizona Department of Health Services citations against VVGC, dated January 25, 2007 […].  As discussed in Part III.B.1, infra, this statute requires [Zach] Duran to take immediate precautions  to warn both Sherris and law enforcement of Jeremy’s threat to kill her.  Had [Zach] Duran done so, [both Jeremy and] Sherris [would] still be alive today.

ADHS also cited VVGC for violating Ariz. Admin. Code 9-20-204.F by failing to verify that its staff members had the requisite skills and knowledge to perform their jobs.  Here, a simple online check of [Lisa] Sims’ license with the the Arizona State Board of Nursing would have revealed that she lacked a license to practice as a psychiatric nurse practitioner. 

Finally, ADHS cited VVGC for violating Ariz. Admin. Code 9-20-408 for failing to property assist its patients with the self-administration of medication. [We will touch upon this later]. Such assistance is crucial with patients such as Jeremy, because he was admittedly at risk to abuse his medications.

L.  Sims lacked the legal authority to prescribe Concerta.

As a nurse practitioner, [Lisa] Sims could only prescribe medications within the scope of her certified practice area.  Ariz. Admin. Code 4-19-511.  When she prescribed the Concerta, Sims was licensed as a family nurse practitioner, but not as a psychiatric nurse practitioner.

Prior to Sherris’s death, the Arizona State board of Nursing issued an advisory opinion on this topic.  It contained an eight-step decision tree for determining the scope of practice for a nurse practitioner.  (See advisory Opinion: Scope of Practice Decision  Tree, attached as Exhibit L).

Sims deviated from the flow of this decision tree in at least four areas. First , her act of prescribing Concerta to a patient with a history of methamphetamine abuse and psychosis was not ‘supported by … research data in nursing and health literature.’  (Third decision point). As discussed above, the FDA [Federal Drug Administration] and PDR [Physician Desk Reference]  specifically advised against this.  Second, [Lisa] Sims did not ‘possess the appropriate knowledge’ to prescribe the Concerta.  (Fifth decision point).  [Lisa] Sims testified at Jeremy’s sentencing hearing that, prior to prescribing the Concerta, she did not review records of Jeremy’s in-patient treatment at the Mingus Center.  The Mingus Center records specifically documented how Adderall - a stimulant that was functionally equivalent to Concerta – adversely affected Jeremy’s psychosis and anxiety.  Sims inexplicably made the decision to prescribe Concerta in an information vacuum.  Third, because Sims lacked a psychiatric nurse practitioner license, she lacked ‘documented evidence of competency and skill’.  (Sixth decision point) Fourth, the expert testimony presented at Jeremy’s sentencing hearing established that no ‘reasonable and prudent’ nurse practitioner would prescribe Concerta to an individual whith a history of methamphetamine abuse and psychosis.  (Seventh decision)

M.  If this matter were to proceed to trial, Sims’ credibility and truthfulness would be easily impeached.

Sims commenced employment at VVGC [Verde Valley Guidance Clinic] in May 2006.  VVGC has refused to release the bulk of Sims’ employment file, based on a questionable claim of privilege.  The circumstances of Sims’ initial employment therefore remain hazy.

However,  one document has emerged which reveals that Sims knowingly and fraudulently held herself out as a licensed Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner when she commenced employment. 


On my 30, 2006, Sims singed a document entitled “Verde Valley Guidance Clinic Job Title:  ‘Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner.’  This document contains the basic qualifications for her position.  Among them was a required that Sims be ‘[c] certified as a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner in Arizona.’  Sims was also required to have one year of psychiatric nurse practitioner clinical experience.  (See Verde Valley Guidance Clinic Job Title: Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner, attached as Exhibit M).  In reality, Sims was not licensed in Arizona, and had just got her degree that same month.  This document also contains the signature of Sims’ supervisor, but it is illegible.  It is unclear if VVGC knew Sims lacked an Arizona license, or if VVGC simply acquiesced to her lack of qualifications.  It should be noted, however, that the job description signed by Sims is identical to documents VVGC submitted to ADHS [Arizona Department of Health Services] in its original licensing application.  These licensing documents represented to ADHS that the individual occupying the ‘Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner’ slot would be licensed as such in Arizona.

In response to the investigation against her, Sims submitted a letter to the Arizona State Aboard of Nursing on July 6, 2007.  This letter further exposes Sims’ lack of credibility and truthfulness.  Sims claimed that she did not work independently as a psychiatric nurse practitioner until December 2, 2006, when she received her national certification (but still before she had her Arizona license).  Until that time, Sims claimed she worked directly under the supervision  of VVGC Medical Director Dr. Francis Gagliardi.  Sims wrote ‘Dr. Gagliardi signed all the medication orders until I received my ANCC certification as a Family Psychiatric Mental Health Nurse Practitioner [on] 12/2/06.’  […]

The documentary evidence reveals this statement to be disingenuous.  Sims signed as either the ordering physician  or ordering psychiatrist in most of Jeremy’s medication orders from summer 2006 forward.  More important, Sims signed the October 11, 2006 order for Concerta as the prescribing physician.   (See Physician Medication Instructions/Orders, dated October 11, 2006, attached as Exhibit O).  Walgreens Pharmacy records also list Sims as the prescribing physician for the Concerta and several other prescription drugs in the preceding months […] "A prescription [for Concerta, aSchedule II controlled substance] may only be issued by a physician, dentist, podiatrist, veterinarian, mid-level practitioner, or other registered practitioner who is: 1) Authorized to prescribe controlled substances by the jurisdiction in which the practitioner is licensed to practice" (U.S. Department of Justice, Drug Enforcement Administration, Office of Diversion Control).




Jeremy’s Concerta prescription instructed him to ingest one 18 mg pill each morning, and there is no evidence to suggest that the deviated  from this on October 17, 2006.  Every component of Jeremy’s supposed negligence - the asking for, obtaining, and ingesting the Concerta, right down to the very last Concerta pill he took that morning - occurred before [Zach] Duran’s final malfeasance of failing to warn.  Simply put, any negligence by Jeremy was penultimate to [Zach] Duran’s conclusive act of negligence [… The] VVGC [Verde Valley Guidance Clinic] acted negligently both before and after Jeremy supposedly embarked on his negligent course of conduct.   VVGC’s failure to have sufficient procedures and policies regarding the duty to warn is the first brick  on the path to Sherri’s death.  [Lisa] Sims’ negligent prescription of the Concerta is the next.  Jeremy could not have obtained the Concerta but for Sims’ prescription, since it is a Schedule II controlled substance.  The final act of negligence leading to Sherris’ death was [Zach] Duran’s failure to warn her or law enforcement of Jeremy’s homicidal plan.  Jeremy’s supposed negligent conduct of asking for/obtaining/ingesting Concerta is sandwiched between these three dominating acts of negligence by VVGC [Verde Valley Guidance Clinic].

All of the other factors enumerated in 452 cmt. F. are present.  By virtue of her professional schooling and position,  [Lisa] Sims knew or should have known the inherent danger of prescribing Concerta to Jeremy, yet inexplicably issued the prescription anyway.  [Zach] Duran ignored, or was ignorant  of, his duty to warn Sherris and/or inform law enforcement, despite his knowledge of Jeremy’s history of psychosis and instability.  Duran instead transported Jeremy to the house he shared with Sherris.  Mere hours later, Jeremy acted out his [medication induced] homicidal and suicidal visions, just as he told [Zach] Duran he would […]"


Hence, what we DO know  with absolute certainty is that  "At all times set forth herein, [Lisa] Sims was not licensed by the Arizona Board of Nursing to prescribe and administer the drugs mentioned above and [Zach] Duran was not licensed by Arizona Board of Behavioral Health Examiners as a Substance Abuse Counselor ) See Arizona State Board of Nursing Consent Agreement number 07-06058, dated September 5, 2007 enclosed and State of Arizona Board of Behavioral Health Examiners statement containing information current as of January 27, 2009 also enclosed) [...]

"A prescription [for Concerta, a Schedule II controlled substance] may only be issued by a physician, dentist, podiatrist, veterinarian, mid-level practitioner, or other registered practitioner who is: 1) Authorized to prescribe controlled substances by the jurisdiction in which the practitioner is licensed to practice" [emphasis added] (U.S. Department of Justice, Drug Enforcement Administration, Office of Diversion Control)

The facts and law lead to one undeniable conclusion:  VVGC [Verde Valley Guidance Clinic] alone bears the blame for Sherris’ death […] Moreover, VVGC’s institutional failures, Sims’ negligent prescription of Concerta, and [Zach] Duran’s negligent failure to warn were the proverbial bookends to any supposed negligence by Jeremy.  As such, VVGC’s, Sims’, and Duran’s conduct supersedes any negligence by Jeremy.”

So, how do you get away with this? Two dead kids later, this writer hears in the grapevine that “The business is good at Verde Valley Guidance Clinic”.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Jeremy Pompeneo, about Verde Valley Guidance Clinic prescribed medications ...

" I saw Doctor Collins on Tuseday and he gave me a slight med[ication] adjustment, nothing serious.  He also told me he got the subpoena and he has no problem with getting on the stand because he said he agrees that the medication [prescribed by Verde Valley Guidance Clinic] played a large part on what happened [...] and [he] recognizes the truth.”

Jeremy Pompeneo, Protective Custody, P.C., January 5, 2011, Arizona Department of Corrections, ADC

I am praying for you.  I hope you are not stressing about them denying me P.C. [Protective Custody, also known as "Protective Segregation"]  The fact of the matter is I did the right thing applying for it and I will continue do the right thing and stay true to my Baptism.  It can be a little stressful to me at times but I know that I am in God’s hands and all will work toward his glory so really there is no need to worry!  God is good and thanks be to him for opening my eyes to the depth of his love!  That is what is all about. :)  (Phil. 4:6,7) “Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your request be made know to God.  And the peace of God which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus”. 

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Verde Valley Guidance Clinic, Medications Prescribed to Pompeneo.

August 9, 2009, Arizona State Prison

[... the] doctors [at the Verde Valley Guidance Clinic, VVGC in Cottonwood, Arizona] [...] were aware of my addiction but [were] still willing to give me a stimulant for my ADHD.  I didn’t abuse it but it was the same as being high because the medicine Adderal is an amphetamine.   I stopped abusing [illegal] drugs [for thirteen months] and went to A.A. [Alcoholics Anonymous meetings …] My life was getting on track and I didn’t see the going on more and more medications was making me less stable.  Every time I asked for a drug they gave it to me.  I got  to the ninth step which is making amends to those you’ve wronged and I contacted Sherris.  I made amends and we ended up getting back together.  The problem was she was unstable also.  Things were great at first.  I loved her deeply […]  We both ended up in psych[iatric] wards at separate times […] 


Every time I would go impatient they would take me off the stimulant and [then] would take me back on it.  After putting me back on it for the third time I went to an appointment and told them [Zach Duran, and others at Verde Valley Guidance Clinic] I was having thoughts of hurting people.  They didn’t take me seriously and drove me home.  I went into a psychotic rage and killed Sherris a few hours later. [emphasis added]

I was sentenced to life and here I sit.  Pain and guilt and self-loathing were all I felt for over two years.  It is very heavy upon me.  I was mad at God for a while but gradually began getting more and more into my Bible.  I am blessed to be around other Christians who have helped me grow.  I look at my life in two parts.  Before my personal encounter with Christ and after the night I am about to explain. 

One night I was in the darkest depths of pain I have ever experienced.  My life was gone.  Sherris was dead and I realized just how hopeless and pointless my life had been.  All the pain and guilt and self-loathing had reached a fever pitch and I was broken.  I cried out to Jesus Christ that night with all my heart and soul.  I begged him to take this pain and begged his forgiveness.  His peace came to me in a way that is beyond everything I can comprehend. 

There are no words to express  how I have been changed.  It’s like all my mistakes and the pain I’ve caused led me to the point where I realized just how much I needed him.  And in my darkest moment he came to me because I was finally ready to come to him.  My whole life has changed.  My outlook, my behavior, and my purpose are different now. I see things differently and serve Christ with all my heart  That is all I want is to do God’s will.  I want to further his kingdom and help others […] I have read all of hose books except I haven’t read all of the Bible yet.  I haven’t read all of the Old Testament but I have read all of the New Testament.  I know the Apostles Creed, The Nicene Creed, The Ten Commandments, the Seven Deadly Sins, The Our Father, The Hail Mary, The Glory Be, I can explain the Seven Sacraments, the difference between Mortal and Venial Sins and a lot of Catholic social policy.  I ordered a Rosary and should receive it any day.  I have studied Protestantism and compared their point of view to Catholic and read a little on Church history."

Editor's Note: Jeremy Pompeneo was murdered at Arizona Department of Corrections  State Prison, Eyman, on May 31, 2011.  His civil malpractice lawsuit against VERDE VALLEY GUIDANCE CLINIC, INC., 8 East Cottonwood Street, Cottonwood, AZ 86326-6237,  an Arizona non-profit corporation; Zach Duran and Jane Doe Duran, husband and wife; Lisa Frances Sims and Bill Sims, wife and husband; Francis Gagliardi; Lisa Pernice, Defendants/Appellees, is still pending.  The lawsuit filed by Sherris's parents against the clinic for the Wrongful Death of their daughter, was settled out of court.  Jeremy is still waiting for his case to be heard by a jury.

Jermy Pompeneo, March 2, 2011, Arizona State Prison Inmate


March 2, 2011, Arizona State Prison

I was wondering if it would be possible to have Masses said (or  Mas intentions offered) for my deceased girlfriend Sherris W.  I pray for her every day but I know there is nothing more efficacious then the Holy Sacrifice of The Mass.  I think I have shared with you the dream I had some time ago around the time I had my conversion experience.  I dreamt that she told me “Jesus Christ is Lord”.  It was a powerful dream that I whole heartedly believe to be a private revelation and it impacted me greatly.  Needless to say I want to help her in any way I can.  If this is a possibility I thank you in abundance […]

In Christ Jesus,

Jeremy

Diocese of Tucson Bulletin, Vol. 8, No. 17, Sept. 7, 2010

Most Reverend Gerald F. Kicanas,  Bishop of  Tucson, Bulletin Vol. 8, No. 17Sept. 7, 2010
  
"Maximilian" Gives His Witness:

This Wednesday will be a very special day for a young inmate at the Arizona State Prison in Florence.

He will stand and kneel behind the door of a locked visitation room as I give him the Sacraments of Baptism, Confirmation and the Eucharist.

He has chosen "Maximilian" for his Confirmation name. He chose it after reading about the life of St. Maximilian. He was inspired by how St. Maximilian overcame evil with love.

Just like his patron saint who became a martyr for love, "Maximilian" too will now be called to be a witness to the love of Jesus Christ.

How fitting the reading is for this Wednesday from 1 Corinthians: God causes growth; we are God's co-workers; we are God's field; and we are God's building.

"Maximilian" will give his witness to God's amazing grace this Wednesday.

I am grateful to Deacon Ed Scheffer, who ministers at the Arizona State Prison in Florence, for introducing me to "Maximilian."


Power of Conversion:

I wrote last week about how I would be visiting "Maximilian," a young inmate at Arizona State Prison in Florence, who had decided to give witness to his love of Christ by joining our faith.

The power of God's call to conversion became poignantly visible for me and Deacon Ed Sheffer of St. Thomas the Apostle Parish when we stood Wednesday in a cell block at the Central Unit of the prison.

Deacon Ed had spent countless hours preparing "Maximilian" (the name he chose for his Confirmation) for the reception of the Sacraments of Initiation.

Separated by the door to his cell, we talked. "Maximilian" thanked me for coming and expressed what a moment of joy and repentance this was for him. As we were preparing to begin Mass, he humbly asked if we might remember at Mass the person he is serving time for having killed.

Tears were flowing down his face when he put his shaven head through the small opening in the door of the cell through which he receives his food so that I could sign him with the Oil of Catechumens, the Sacred Chrism and the Water of Baptism.

As Deacon Ed and I prayed during the Mass we could only see "Maximilian" through the steel meshed glass of the cell door. He stood, he knelt, he sang, he put his face in his hands, he offered the prayers he had learned from Deacon Ed. He was actively participating in the Liturgy.

I thought how true conversion is truly life changing.

Let  us pray for all who are imprisoned, those affected by their crimes, those who minister to them, and all the wardens, administrative staff and correction officers who serve in our corrections facilities. It is terribly difficult work, but once in a while you see a small sprout of new life appear in what otherwise is barren desert.

Source:  http://www.diocesetucson.org/Sept10memo.html


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On 9/6/10 Jeremy wrote: "… my deepest heartfelt thanks to you and Bishop Kicanas. … Experiencing the Mass and receiving the Sacraments was beautiful and intense. … I was so overwhelmed with so many emotions. … I feel a peace, confidence, and singleness of purpose and direction I have never known and I am ready to face the tribulations that are coming. I feel strength, purity, and my spirit is freed from a tremendous burden I have been carrying."

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Jeremy Pompeneo, Arizona State Prison, 2011

I mentioned my application for protective segregation was denied.  I was released back into the general population and I am only 1 wing away from where I left.  I find solace in the fact that I did what was right thereby I did everything in my power to not be in situations where my life and the lives of my attackers would be in danger.  I am totally sick of hurting people but I know I can defend myself in clear conscience.  I believe I mentioned to you how when you make certain mistakes in here you can be sent on missions to "clean it up."  They send you to attack people they want hurt and your situation is rectified and you can live in peace.  I will continue to stand for Christ and I refuse to do evil so that good will result.  After all "Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven".  Matt. 5:10 NRSV  I believe God is allowing me the honor of suffering for Him and his teaching me and refining me.  Whether sooner or later I will be attacked.  My paperwork is bad and I checked in to P.C. [Protective Custody]  There is just no way around that.  I will continue to do whats right and leave the rest in God's hands.  


I am hopeful I can ask a favor of you.  I feel bad because you have done so much to help me but here we go.  My family (mostly Mom) knows I am in trouble in here but I try not to let them know the extent of it because I don't want them stressed out and worried about me.  I have put them through so much and it saddens me that when I start being attacked they will go through more pain but I wan't clean it up to save myself.  I can't and won't.  If they end up killing me before there is enough evidence to get into P.C. can you please tell my family I love them and let them know I could have cleaned it up by hurting people but that I stood for Christ regardless of the cost?  I want my family to know that I finally lived as the person they raised me to be. That in the end I did what was right […]


In Christ Jesus,


Jeremy Maximilian

Jeremy Pompeneo, Arizona State Prison, May 30, 2011 Letter

I am looking into an organization called the Brotherhood and Sisterhood of Catholic Laity. They had an add in a newspaper I get and it said it is for people who want to lead a Religious life without leaving home.  It is open to married or single people.  Am thinking it may be a means of living my total devotion to Jesus more fully.  We'll see. Am open to where ever Holy Spirit wants me.  Since my home is one I can’t leave it may be right up my ally!  The main thing is to strive to do God’s will with all my ability.  So long as I am conforming my will to his I am on the right path.  Oh, I have a good scripture for you.  (Isa. 43: 1-3) “Do not be afraid, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name, you are mine.  Should you pass through the waters, I shall be with you;  or through  rivers, they will not swallow you up.  Should you walk through fire, you will not suffer, and the flame will not burn you. For I am Yahweh, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior”.  (New Jerusalem Bible)  How good it is to know our life and destiny is in the hands of an all loving and all powerful God!  […] I love you, and miss you and you are in my heart, thoughts, and prayers.  Love, J.

Jeremy Pompeneo, Arizona State Prison, May 18, 2011

May the most Holy and abundant blessings of Christ be upon you!  I pray this letter reaches you in a state of peace and trust in God’s mercy ad providence.  It was good to talk to you on Sunday.  Things have been a bit crazy here.  Remember how I told you that the Property Sergeant here is always disrespecting everyone’s stuff?  Well things came to a head and this whole cluster went off and all the C.O.’s were getting thrown on and there was a mini riot.  Don’t worry everything is calmed down and nobody got pepper sprayed.  They turned off our water, electricity, and lights and after going into negotiations we just got them turned on and a cease of fire is in effect. 

They ended up pulling us out and searching our houses and they pulled out my neighbor who is handicapped because he has horrible arthritis in his legs and threw him on the ground for no reason and stepped on his head.  Well I was drinking out of my water bottle at the time and I squirted water on all the cops and yelled at them for slamming an old handicapped man on his face.  I acted on instinct because what they did was dead wrong.  Don’t stress out but the Sergeant I squirted said he is writing me a ticket.  I didn’t  hurt anyone, all it was room temperature water.  I’ve done more damage to people in squirt gun fights when I was little.  I am waiting to see if they are even going to take the time to write the ticket.  So many cops were thrown on over the course of 2 days they might not even waste their time.  If they do give me a ticket it will probably be “assault on staff with weapon.”  They can take my visits for staff assaults and if that is what happens you have my apologies.  I really feel like I didn’t do anything seriously wrong.  Swearing  at people is in itself wrong but it was gut reaction to the excessive and unnecessary use of force.  Anyways, everything is back to normal in the cluster.  The Deputy Warden came through and we all spoke with him and all wrote out detailed complaint about Sgt. Sturm.  Hopefully she will be put in check.  Other than all the drama, things have resumed state of normalcy in this cluster […] Oh and I decided I am just gonna get my GED, not the High School thing.  I have been studying with my celly to take the mandatory literacy.  Love you!

Jeremy Pompeneo letter to his friend, Arizona State Prison, May 14, 2011.

I know that regardless of where you are, or what is going on around you, you are bringing light, wisdom and honor to all those around you who are opened to those gifts.  Continue in strength and fight the good fight of faith with valor and honor.

Everyday we are moving closer to the conclusion of our lives. Death, judgment, and eternity approaches.  Layout for yourself treasures in Heaven and know that the suffering we bear for Christ carry with them an eternal weight of glory.  The rewards for bettering ourselves and becoming more Christ-like are far beyond and above any hardship or trouble we experience in our pursuit of perfection.  God will supply, he will provide, and he will maintain us.  At every turn a simple prayer brings down a shower of graces and renews and fortifies our will.

The Cross at times is heavy but Jesus is always there holding it with us.  So long as we remember that no sin of ours is greater than God’s mercy we will remember to confidently approach the throne of grace to receive our pardon for our transgressions.

I recently got the Catholic Channel on my t.v. so you know I am happy.  I am staying busy and focused on Christ through prayer, mediation, and spiritual readings.  Everyday is a gift and opportunity to grow in holiness and better myself.  I continue in my workouts and while I don’t yet have “shoulders like boulders” like you, I continue to grow stronger and have some cut on my arms.  I stay faithful to working out, and disciplined in my prayers.

God is good and continues to guide and strengthen me.  As always, it is great to hear from you.  Know that you are in my prayers and thoughts.  I send you friendship and may the Holy and abundant blessings of Christ be upon you.  May God bless you and guide you.

Your friend and brother in Christ …

Jeremy Pompeneo Letter - To Mom, Arizona State Prison, 2011

Dear Mom,

May the peace and hope of Christ be with you.

Guilt, regret and self-pity are weapons satan uses to keep us stuck and miserable.   I had faced myself, and all that I was, and all my sufferings, and the sufferings I have caused you and everyone else, that brought me to the foot of the cross.

I feel free right here in my cell in a way I never was on the street.  This is where I am meant to be.  This is God’s plan for me and I don’t want you to be sad I am here or feel of regret or guilt.  Feel sad for all the people walking around on the streets who don’t know God.  They are the real prisoners, they are the ones I pity.

I am free in Christ, truly free.  This is where God wants me and I fully submit to his will and his plan.  I may never have found God had none of this happened.  I was very lost.   I feel fortunate and bless beyond words to have you as my Mom and I thank God for the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ.  I have a joy and a peace that doesn’t depend on the circumstances of my life.  I have a direction and a purpose and I am no longer a slave of drugs or this world.  I love you Mom.  Rejoice that I know Christ deeply and profoundly.  Look to the fact that life never ends, only changes.  What is 25 years when we have all of eternity to bask in God’s love?

Life is a blink of an eye and then we have our true home in Heaven.  I thank God for my life and blessings because I am truly blessed and truly loved.  I love you Mom.  Be free in Spirit that is how God want us.  I have such a stillness within myself since my initiation into Christ’s Body.

April 6, 2011 Letter - Jeremy Pompeneo, Killed In Arizona State Prison.

I want you to live a long life and be around for the day I am Ordained and put on a  Roman Collar!  Also, I am fighting everyday to live a life of Sanctity and holiness in a place opposed to morality and the Faith.

It is a struggle to live the Catholic Faith in Prison but I am doing it  and will continue to do it regardless of the hardships I face.

I have counted the cost and when I renounced  satan at Baptism I meant it whole heartedly. I emphasize this is not to worry you but to  spur you on to go to Confession.  You do not know how blessed you are to be a drive away from the Sacraments!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Jeremy Pompeneo, Arizona State Prison, Letter, March 30, 2011

I want you to know that my life has been transformed by the love of Christ and that I live in him and for him.  I have consecrated myself to our Lord and our Lady and plan to pursue a Religious Vocation in any way I am able.  I spend a good amount of my time in prayer and do my best to live a life of holiness, peace, and integrity.

I work hard to better myself and live and act in a manner worthy of my Baptism and Confirmation.
  I am blessed to have an Ordained Deacon as my Confirmation Sponsor and I receive the Eucharist every few months.  I want to thank you for always helping me […]  I will pursue my education here and plan to work towards college degrees in some form of Catholic studies.  God willing I will obtain my G.E.D. this year. 

Everyday is an opportunity to grow in openness to God’s grace and love.  I accept my circumstances as Penance  and do my best to offer up everything to God and let myself be used as a conduit of God’s love and mercy. There are many opportunities everyday to manifest the Kingdom of God by helping people.

God has been so good to me in opening my eyes, forgiving my sins, and giving my life purpose.